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my life my adventure: hugh grant (alex flechter)

my life my adventure: hugh grant (alex flechter): "I LOVE HIM SONG's SO MUCH I've been living with a shadow over head I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so l..."

hugh grant (alex flechter)

I LOVE HIM SONG's SO MUCH

I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time,to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
ohhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

Chrous:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I dont know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

Chorus:
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end.

 

Figuring out you and me
Is like doing a love autopsy
They could operate all day long
And never figure out what went wrong
Love autopsy
Love autopsy

ah ah ah ah

What went wrong

Its never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I met you, my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you've brought me back
And I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know, based on my track record,
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is don't write me off, just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so-called former glories
But you've given me a reason to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact that you've killed all my plants

And though I know, I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is don't write me off, just yet
Don't write me off just yet

today im very happy..

Pagi pagi sekitar jam 9 gw terbangun oleh telephone dari adis, dia sepertinya cabut kuliah seperti biasanya ketinggalan kereta, dia memilih untuk stay di rumah gw sejenak, gak lama kemudian mertha pulang kuliah dan tidak mempunyai tujuan mau kemana akhirnya dia pun kerumah gw, 1. Gw seneng merka main kerumah gw ... Oke lanjut sekitar jam 12 kita berangkat main ke mcd salah satu tempat yg lumayan untuk disinggahi dan berbincang bincang.oh iah kita menamai pertemanan kita dengan nama BACOT FAMILY..haha gw ketemu ayu, ijung, egi, GT. Seperti biasa kita ngobrol bercanda tawa, main laptop, ngecengin orang, ngerokok (hal yg tdk prnah lepas dari tangan mereka, kalo gw sih gak ngerokok) .. Ini kesenangan gw yg ke 2 !! Gak lama kita ngbrol anak anak cowonya pergi untuk ke kampus, jadi kita cewe semua dan mulai bertingkah aneh, adis tidur, mertha main laptop sama gw, ayu main hp. Dan tidak pernah terlewatkan kita selalu menyempatkan diri untuk berfoto foto :) ..

Lagi bingung bingungnya mau ngapain, temen SMA gw dateng, kalo dibilang sahabat sahabat gw, tpi kita menjauh karena kesibukan masing masing dan mempunyai teman yg baru.. Hmm.. KELUARGA CEMARA itu nama pertemanan kita, lucukan ? Hahaa, percakapan pun dimulai ayu, adis, cas, dita, kita berkumpul meskipun gak ada mega dan nesya , perbincangan pun tak sehangat seperti dulu, tpi kita ttp bertegursapa. Ini kesenangan gw yg ke 3, bertemu mereka meskipun gak bnyak yg kita bahas.. Lanjut dari mcd gw ayu, ayu, adis, mertha (nama ayu ada 2) ke warung ibu tempat dimana makan enak dan kenyang, tpi klo ga ada ayu (raya) mungkin gak akan murah,hahaa. Disana ketemu nesya dan mega, udah lama gw gak ketemu si mungil nesya,hehee kehangatan terjadi disini, gak seperti tdi di mcd .. Ini kesenangan gw yg ke 4!! Gak lama ijung, egi, galuh dateng untuk makan, sehabis dari situ kita pergi ke CK palm , untuk santai bersama BACOT FAMILY, main kartu ngobrol ketawa ketawa, yah namanya juga anak muda yah.. Ini kesenangan gw yg ke 5! Terus mega sahabat gw pisan minta di anterin ke cup cakes untuk beli kue, di sepanjang jalan kita ngobrol (udh lama gak ketemu dan ngobrol bnyak) ini kesenangan gw yg terakhir :) ..

Pertemanan hari ini kerasa banget senengnya ketemu KELUARGA CEMARA, dan BACOT FAMILY !!.. I love my friends and I love this day :* thanks for today :D

the new year ,I get a good new friends :)

Tahun 2010 berganti menjadi tahun yang baru 2011, di awal tahun baru ini gw mendapatkan sosok teman yang sangat menyenangkan, mereka tidak pernah membedakan karakter satu sama lain, saling menolong jika ada yg kesusahan, mereka pemegang rahasia yg baik, pokoknya temen yg baik banget deh..

Gwa gak pernah kesepian selama ini karena MEREKA !! inget karena MEREKA!! 2011 awal yang baru banget buat gw untuk menerima sebanyak banyak nya temen, dan yg gw dapatkan yaahhh MEREKA anak anak ajaib banget, hahahaa, otak mereka tuh yah udah pada tinggal setengah, udah gitu ngomongnya pasti pke bahasa sunda yah yg lumayan kasar, tapi itu uniknya, lucu bgt deh pokoknya, terus gak ada yg otaknya gak bokep, hampir semuanya ! hahaha, gw aja dr yg ga tau tentang itu jd tau.. Miss BOKEP kita ada 2 yaitu ADIS dan NURUL ,wah mereka be2 udh paling hot deh pokoknya, Mr. BOKEP kita ada EGI, IJUNG, GALUH, MANYUN and have half a brain AYU, MEGA, MERTHA, WIDA, dan GW !
orang yang lagi sedih kalo udah gabung sama kita pasti bakal ikut ketawa apalagi kalo ada si AGIYL ,wah mafia banget deh dia tuh otaknya,haha..

makasih ya allah engkau telah menghadirkan manusia manusia semacam mereka ke kehidupanku aku sangat bersyukur, tanpa merka aku yakin hidupku bertambah hampa.. mudah mudahan kita bakal jadi teman yg baik dan selamanya .. aminnn

I LOVE YOU ALL

I love mr. R

I like his stupidity, I like his intelligence, I like his courage, I like him to understand its ways, I like his smile, everything about him I liked it.. I'm not a short trip with him, an act stupid I love him with all my heart, full of temptation I maintain our relationships, our ability together now hindered by distance, loyalty and promise to make us stand up to this moment.. .

ignorance and to the unique right that we do 

di sekolah kamilah pangeran dan putrinya :)

keceriaan tetap ada disaat kami berpisah-(putus) 2010

doger our favorite places

kebodohan yg kami lakukan ..

our graduation

dan sampai saat ini kita selalu bersama walaupun Long Distance Relationship , asem manis pait lucu sedih selalu kita lalui , dan kita tak pernah lupa untuk saling mengingatkan, kalo jodoh kita akan lanjut, kalo engga gak tau dehhh, jadi miss galau kayanya, atau engga maksa kalo kita berdua harus berjodoh ! hahaha 

"whatever happens we will not be having an affair, and cheat each other .." INSYA ALLAH.. my dearest allah will always guide us♥

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Perfect

This is song, for my father

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you, proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

my nephew woman, i love when she smiles

I like when she smiles, very sweet .. She was born on 23 October 2010, at 03:03 am, 49cm body length, of 3.3 kg of body weight .. I love to kiss her when she sleep crying and laughing. I really love her so much, I'm happy when I keep it, whatever she asked I will try to fulfill it ..

this is it my nephew AURELIA ZALLICA  

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me and her

I love her

see !!  how sweet she is, not much looks different like her aunt are both beautiful and sweet :) 

My past

hello , i'm back..udah lama juga gw gak ngepost , abis gak ada internet juga sih dirumah, jadi males buat ngeposting blog.. Wah pengen deh kembali ke masa kecil and i want never grow up , jadi anak kecil tuh enak gak perlu mencari tapi yg di mau akan terwujud .. gw lupa ni masa kecil gw kaya apa, mangkannya gw nulis siapa tau keinget lagi..
gw lahir di manado, dan gw gak ingat apa apa pas gw di manado, masih bayi merah banget, gak lama kemudian pindah ke Semarang, dan disinilah gw mulai melakukan aktifitas sebagai seorang manusia, TK gw dulu bernama TK hangtuah gak ada yg gw inget satu pun temen TK gw, sory yah guys, beranjak SD. SD gw namanya SD Islam AL-AZHAR, setiap pagi hari gw sll di jemput oleh jemputan, gw udh lupa sama bapak yg sll anter jemput.yg paling gw inget di dalam mini bus itu cuma satu yaitu : "setiap ada tanjakan ataupun turunan semua anak di dalam bus pasti berdiri dan itu diawali karena gw !" hahaha.. memory gw kurang soalnya pas pembagian otak dan memory gw dateng paling terahir dan kebagian sisanya doang, di sekolah gw termasuk golongan anak yg lumayan di kenal , lagi lagi karena gw jago dlm berolahraga dan berlenggak lenggok di atas panggung suatu hobi yg sangat bertolak belakang banget dan gw menyadari itu kok..
waktu kecil gw peminum yg handal minum susu pastinya, sehari gw bisa menghabiskan hampir 10 botol, dan subur bgt gw pada saat itu, bangun tidur susu, pulang sekolah susu nonton susu main susu mau tidur susu di kamar mandi susu hahahaa. kebiasaan yg aneh, gw kecil gak suka megang boneka main masak masakan pokoknya yg cewe bgt lah ga pernah gw lakuin, gw sll senang beraktifitas yg memacu adrenalin gw. tpi kebisasaan yg paling gw seneng itu dimana sudah sampai rumah ,sudah ganti baju, gw duduk depan tv sambil memegang botol untuk menonton film INDIA .hahaha ,.
aktifitas gw disekolah adalah berlomba lomba unt menang dlm berbagai kegiataan olahraga, di kelas ya lumayanlah gak bego bego bgt,sahabat gw di sekolah yaitu della, haha tpi gw lupa gw pernah berbagi apa aja ma dia.haha, akitfitas di luar sekolah gw ikutan modelling yaitu TOTOK SAHAK, awalnya gw gak pernah niat untuk ikutan di paksa sama nyokap dan kaka akhirnya gw mnyukai dunia model, sahabat gw yaitu adit tpi udh kya kelurga bgt deh sama dia mah, ada gw pasti ada dia di setiap ada acara, yaiyalah bapak gw ma bapak dia sahabatan, jelas aja.hahaha.
apalagi yah gw lupa dg masa kecil gw, karena bagi gw masa lalu adalah hal paling menyakitkan, ga perlu di ingat ingat , buang dan BAKAR ! bye my past !